Here’s the teaser trailer for the videos I’ve made for Midnights 🌌 Thank you Amazon for premiering this, the first video for Anti-Hero will be out tomorrow at 8am ET. And Midnights will be here SO SOON!!!
I’m tired of people saying if you can’t love yourself, then you can’t love anyone. But from my experience, the people that love others the most fiercely are the ones who don’t or in more appropriate words are unable to love themeselves. They can’t love themselves but they still have the heart to love others selflessly. Don’t take that away from them, don’t demean their love for others, for it is pure just like other people’s love.
— we can and we do love others
Odio el autosabotaje que me provoco, querer amar pero sentir que no lo merezco, alejándolo de diferentes maneras porque una parte de mí lo anhela con toda el alma, pero la otra parte siente que no lo hace. No lo merezco, todo es agotador y exasperante.
I’m so tired of trying. I don’t think I’ll be able to make it out of this hole once again.
“Who art thou to me? Let me write of you. You are my bright star, my love, my brother. I know you’re there at the skies changing hues, Happy and at peace amongst the flowers. Tonight I cry for you have passed away. You are the fairest, gentlest, warmest being, and my heart never got the chance to say, I love you with all of my heart that morning. You are my soulmate in my mother’s womb. Life hast lost its yellow in your last breath, while everything rains to nurture your tomb, and love knows no joy in the hour of your death. But I smile for you are at rest with Thee, I’ll laugh with you soon in Eternity.”— Juansen Ryne Dizon, Bright Star
Want to learn something new in 2022??
Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)
40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)
Excellent basic crochet video series
Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)
Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)
How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)
Another drawing character faces video
Literally my favorite art pose hack
Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??
Introduction to flying small aircrafts
French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding
Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)
Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)
Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)
Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:
Calculus 1 (full semester class)
Learn basic statistics (free textbook)
Introduction to college physics (free textbook)
Introduction to accounting (free textbook)
Learn a language:
Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)
Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)
being a swiftie nowadays is so chill like homegirl just disappears for months and then suddenly shows up and drops something with 24 hours notice, does 5 interviews and 3 performances in 2 days, and then disappears again for half a year